A happy family

 A happy family

Everyone wants to have a happy family. one of them is me who wants to have a happy family someday. At this time maybe I live with my family who may be quite happy. I am happy living with my family but maybe my family is not included in a happy family. Several times my mom always felt that she was not successful in raising her child, but I feel that my mom has succeeded in raising her children well.

And I finally know, why my mom said like that.  After my mom told me everything about my sisters, and I feel like its not her fault. Thi is just my sister misunderstood what my mom said. Sometimes I feel less noticed by my mom, even though usually the last child is the most spoiled, but I'm not like that. Sometimes I feel sad being treated differently from my siblings. From there I felt different from my brothers. Many say I am different from my siblings, and some even say that maybe I am not the real child of my father and mom.

I still remember when I was in junior high school, I asked for a smartphone because learning was already using "edmodo", but my mom didn't give me a smartphone. It was very different when my sister asked for a laptop and my mom immediately bought it. I'm still treated like that until now, to buy something I have to collect the money first. And now my mom always says that she regrets spoiling her first child too much. But, I always convincing my mom so that she didn't always feel that way, and I always said that the mom had raised her children well.

As I said earlier that I am happy living in this family, but my family may not include in  a happy family. The behavior my mom gave me made me feel better. Because from there I know that if I want something, there must be some effort, and without realizing it, it makes me a person who is not spoiled and does not depend on others. Someday I want build a happy family and treat children fairly. I wish I can.